Quick Update

I realize I haven't posted here (or much of anywhere) for awhile. I do keep up with facebook status' though. :) I am just beginning to get a burn under my arm from radiation. I've done 15 treatments and have 20 to go. I plucked my first gray hair this morning. I'm doing Relay for Life tonight. My insurance won't cover Zometa as preventative. Gonna be a bridesmaid the middle of this month; hope I'm not too burned to wear my fake boob. Don't see my medical oncologist again till the end of the month. "Did they get it all" and "Are you gonna be ok" are questions I am sick of hearing because there is no answer to them. Cody's grandfather (who he was really close to) is in a nursing home, probably close to death. I used to be sad when I saw old people because they looked so frail; now I just hope my body has the strength to make it to 'old.' Antidepressants are starting to kick in I think; I haven't cried in almost a week. Need any clarification on the above, just ask! :D